I often have people who read our blog come up to me and tell me that they will come to our site just to listen to the music. Well, today I did just that...came to listen. When I began to listen the song "All that I Can Say" began to play and I broke.
All that I Can Say...
I just got off the phone with sweet Christy and after talking and her listening...I now sob. It has been probably the most frustrating and grueling mental days since leaving the hospital. Much to which I attribute I don't have my strong hold, Josh, standing by my side.
All that I Can Say...
When I went to the pharmacy today to pick up Samantha Grace's "special" insulin, I just felt like crumbling when the pharmacist told me the amount. I couldn't take one more "blow" this week. I thought to myself that a trip to Birmingham might have been cheaper than the amount I was shelling out and somewhat renewing.
I know many of you comment on how strong I am in dealing with this disease and my little angel. But I have to come out and tell you that I am quickly falling from my strong tower. I so want to scream from the mountain tops, raise my arms and ask God for the road map in this journey.
All that I Can Say...
On a brighter note, I am making progress in putting Montgomery back on the map with the fundraising aspect of diabetic research. I received the paper work this week to get my Juvenile Diabetes Run/Walk together thanks to my sweet friend Lisa. I am now trying to think of a creative name for the event. Any and all suggestions are welcome.
All that I Can Say...
I thank Samantha Grace's godmother and godfather for truly stepping up this week. You guys are such amazing people and some our true anchors! Thanks for everything!
All that I Can Say...
I continue to ask for your prayers for SG. What a lot of people don't realize is that these rough days can and do have prolonged effects on her body. I also continue to ask for prayers for Josh's group in Orlando. (They will be home tomorrow!)
For now that is All that I Can Say...So Stop and Listen...
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